Thought of the Day: Biomedicine Dinner 2016.

Berderu masuk gambar gambar dinner.

Tahun ini aku memilih untuk tidak pergi.

Dan hikmahnya sungguh besar.

Niat asalnya cuma kerana mahu ke pesta buku.

Tetapi, akhirnya aku meletakkan keluargaku as the most priority over the dinner,
the real reason.

Just thinking about me being at the dinner,
makes my heart breaks into pieces.

I can imagine how isolated I am.

I can never be with them.

Those people, my friends.

I will never be anymore closer to them.

That barrier will never lose.

It will stay stronger to protect me from being anymore broken.

Because the most thing that I scared of happening, is actually happening, now.

Just so you know, I will never be the same me again.

I changed.

Wallahu a'lam. 니사

Thought of the Day: Kecewa.

Kecewa.

Bukan benci.

Tapi kecewa.

Mereka yang kusangkakan akan ada bersama susah senangku, suka dukaku.

Rupanya aku tak dianggap begitu oleh mereka.

Rentan hati ini.

Kecewa hanya Tuhan sahaja yang tahu.

Sudilah kiranya kalian biarkan aku sendiri.

Kerana kalian bukan untukku.

Dan kerana Tuhan sedang mengujiku.

Wallahu a'lam. 니사

Thought of the Day: University Life.

The worst fact about us, living as a university student is...
We learn, study for the sake of passing the exam.
For example:
In the practical session, where we should share the materials, take turns.
However,
We tend to be selfish.
Suppress the chance for other people to learn too, in this case, to get hands on.
Those things made me curious about being an intelligent person, you must be fast.
And be on your own, by only care for yourself.
Take advantage of other people.
I am depressed easily, whenever someone did those things to me.
Because I always thought,
Am I stupid?
And I just thought that I am really that stupid.
Because I cannot live in the competition surroundings.
Compete for knowledge.
If you lose, you are stupid.
You will be left behind, alone.

Wallahu a'lam. 니사

Thought of the Day: Hari Perkahwinan Abah.

Seorang lelaki meminta bekas isterinya,
supaya membelikan pakaian untuk anak-anak di hari perkahwinannya.
...
Luka.
Pedih.
Di mana pengakhiran dendam ini?
Kenapa perlu saling menyakiti?
Kenapa susah memaafkan?
Kenapa perlu menyeksa?
Sakit.
...

Wallahu a'lam. 니사

Thought of the Day: Cinta Dalam Hati.

Sungguh seksa menyimpan perasaan terhadap seseorang.
Kesilapan aku kerana melayan.
Layanan dia membuat aku menaruh hati.
Pergilah rasa.
Pergilah rindu.
Aku sudah membencimu.
Sebenci-bencinya.
Perasaan benci yang tak terbendung.
Maafkan aku.

Wallahu a'lam. 니사

Thought of the Day: Sahabat.

True.

The fact that when we are too close to someone,
one day that person will become a stranger.

Sadly, I have to admit that it is true.

Wallahu a'lam. 니사

Thought of the Day: Attitude.

Welcome to the world.
The world full of mean people.
Now-a-days, too many educated people.
But sadly, very less people with good attitude.

Wallahu a'lam. 니사